woooooooo!!!! yesterday's morning call.. was the best i ever had... muahahah... MI called me... i was accepted into their school! but i had no reason to be happy. if i had done better in my prelims, i will not have such morning calls, cos i wld have registered into tpjc le. haiz. tp ar tp..... haiz haiz haiz... anyways, i'm going to MI.. cos in MI, i can get into the science stream... which i wanted la.. so i'm going... for the sake of studying... i missed the studying times lor... napping times... well just look at my previous blog..lazt to rewrite... dunno y last night online... so many pple come n tok to me! wah lao~~ den cant blog... arghhhh

hmmm today going out with my dear... cailing... haha miss her leh.. though we just saw each other a few days ago.. haha...

well.. today oso same same la... help mummy do housework... haha oh ya.... yesterday... i cooked dinner!!! muahahaha.... so clever rite... den everything turned out nice leh~~~ haha i soooo proud of myself..lol. hey the food is really nice k, i have nv eaten such a nice dinner before.. lolx. hey i'm not kidding ar, so dun suan hor.

hmmm.... i think that i'm loving my cousin more and more.. the one currently studying in my secondary school... she's sec 1 this year, and i've been taking care of her many needs since she got the news that she's going to study in my school. she joining into CO, so i hope that she can excel there... but this kind of thing... needs talent la... if she doesnt have it, den its.. dead end le lor. sianz, den she wun be happy in CO le....=(

i HATE lying!!!!
dunno why, but i've been lying to many pple. argh. of cos i shall not say wad i'm lying about, bcos if i say out now, it'll be equivalent to confessing my lies and the pple i've lied to will noe it. so. i shall keep quiet...

anyway, i think i'm SIAO. i think i'm SICK. i think i'm just being SILLY and IDIOTIC.
i;ve been dreaming about class chalet many nights ok... i think i'm crazy le lor... the chalet is already over, but why am i still clinging onto those memories?arGH i think i'm going mad. call the mental hospital, anyone?

argh~~ i think i'm believing too much into horoscope le.. i always turn to horoscope! but den.. there are so many pple on this earth.. everyone has a different fate.. so how can horoscope predictions, based on onli TWELVE horoscope, be accurate for billions of pple on this earth? thats y i think i'm sick~ argh~~~

haiz... some pple say that working is more worth den going to MI.. but well.. maybe i'll just try for a while.. if its not good, den i'll not go... my sis says that MI has alot of pple with no good grades(m i considered one? yeah i think so.) den all scold vulgarities... haiz.. den they are afraid that i will learn bad things from them.. well of course i thought "no!" but seriously thinking.. i was such an obedient child in the past... how come i have turned into such a rebellious ah lian? haiz... maybe its because the environment in my school is not good, n i'm influenced by it. i'll have to admit it, i wasnt that guai after all. =( and lets pray that i will still remain good n pure in MI.I WILL NOT HAVE A BOYFRIEND.ok stick to this belief.erm.. rule*

well... there are sooo many things happening i dunno wad to say... haiz..its abt MI lor... haiz... i oso dunno shld go ornot... my sis told me yesterday, that ,"dun think that as long as a school can accept you, den you straightaway go..." well i determinedly said "no, i have thought it over." but den, this thought flashed across my mind. den y didnt i hesitate to say "NO" and not go to the school? why was i so enthusiastic? why was i saying "ya i WILL go" when in the past after appealing i said" nah, i dun think i'm going~"?
perhaps my sister was really right about me.